Bumped into you, the most beautiful accident....

Today, 14th of July, a special day in my life.. coz I bumped into you the same day last year.. in a very special event. In fact, I can still remembered how was the day, how was your facial expression when we first met, your smile, with your specs.. how innocent you looked like.. hahahaha..  Everything that happened that night, was just wonderful... I can't believe I felt so comfortable in front of you, I was also have no idea that I will still keep in touch with you after a year..

Well, I can't deny that something had happened between us.. and I also not sure if they can be fixed, but today..I really don't wanna think about those things. What I wanna do is just sit down, listen to "遇见“, recalling your smile, recalling your nervous face when we first meet, recall every scene that happened that night.

I know, most likely , or maybe I should say, definitely, I am the only one who remembers all these, remembers this particular day... but is ok, as I always say, you don't have to remember it if it is not significant to you, coz I would never be able to make it significant to you if it is really not that significant to you. But , it is really a precious moment to me, thats why I cherish it.... Although it sounds stoopid.. hahaha, but today I really don't care, I will let my rationality take a day off, and indulge myself for missing you .. let you appear in all over my mind.... for today... I wont suppress the emotion.. :)

Bumped into you, is the most beautiful accident that had happened in my life.. I didn't plan it, I didn't expect it, I didnt know it.. but it just turned out to be like this..... I dun even have the feeling as strong as this before. well, I don't know what else to say...but. thanks for the beautiful accident ..... :)

Marry Me!! Unfortunately.. this is the thing you will never do to me...

Well, how would you guys feel, if someone you love about to or plan to get marry, and you know that the person they gonna be married with would not gonna be you.... hahaha.. sad , right??

how would I tell him that I care, when he doesn't even care if I care about this... pathetic.. extremely pathetic.. hahaha, sometimes, I think, I can't be that selfish.... if you can't get happiness, you at least need to give your blessings to those could manage to find thier happiness.

I also feel like an OKU, no matter how hard I persuade myself that I can overcome everything, but this OKU feeling, I really can't get rid of it... it sticks to my life , it sticks to my soul.. so deeply...

The person you love, if he could find a person he wanted to marry, and live a normal and happy life, would you dare to say no to this, can you say no to this?? impossible to say no, man.. :)

Life is hard, if you know this fact, then , you shouldn't make other people's life even harder... espeacially, someone who you love them from the bottom of your heart.... Wish them.... wish them have a happy life ever after..  I guess, I will be happy, if I see him live happily..

God bless everyone, especially for this particular one... :)